This isn't smart. It's not. Not at all. Not many things I've done this year are smart, but they've all worked out in the end. Will this? Will this be the answer to everything? I don't know.
I'm afraid of it. It's still in my cloak and I'm afraid to look at it.
I should just send it back. I don't need it.
I probably won't.
What in Merlin's name am I doing?